I lost my Mum 12 years ago, which was a huge trauma in our family’s life: for me, my Dad, my brother and my cousin. Her absence created emotional blocks we all had to deal with. I decided to follow the changes in our family dynamics with my camera for a five year-long period, up to the point when I realised it is not my job to save everyone, that I cannot solve their problems and I must not continue my mother’s path. The film operates with different audio-visual tools including personal archive footage my mother started filming in the 1980s, through which we get to know the story of a family on a bumpy road on a personal and a social level.